So each day does not get easier, but finds me wondering what if? What if it had been different? What if I could move? Who knows… We are where we are, and I think it is probably better that way, but I can’t help but think of the words of the Vanessa Carlton song Twilight “I will never see the sky the same way and I will learn to say goodbye to yesterday . . .” Telling in many ways for me. I feel I truly was not “alive” until recently and because of this I have the light again… I must keep it lit and glowing at full brightness. The beach has been good for me because it has allowed me to relax and let me allow myself to feel the pain and grief. Amazing how personal this it, but perhaps it is better getting it out into the open. It has allowed me to see this in a new light and let others perhaps benefit from it.
As the dream has come from sleep
The reality comes from the dreams….
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